Single in the city :number 1

I left him last even with him being the very first toxic relationship that I was in. something last night occurred that made me realize that it's time to make the blog I was with number 1 a total of 10 years and we had 2 children together .

My mistakes I made :

I married him too young without having something for myself and living my life

I allowed my self worth to be compromised for love .

I was dating a guy in high school at that time for 2 years it was the summer before my senior year and he had still yet tell me I love you so i broke up with him and was single a good 48 hours and my little sister approached me about the boys down the street that were brothers so she basically set us up . We went to the movies for the first time and of course my awesome mother demanded we come home as soon as we got there smh . So he assumed I hated him and a week went by I never hear from him then he pops up and calls me and tells me he had a speeding ticket and was locked up and this was shortening our time together mind you he was also leaving for boot camp in a few short weeks . We spent as much time as we could I got to see him the day I left for my senior year and I left school and sped to the mall to meet him at the recruiters office before he left we exchanged letter during his time in boot camp daily since our relationship was a secret I had to get a mailbox to have the letters sent to me in the second week he stated I wasn't writing him enough and his ex girlfriend wrote him everyday and basically called me a bad girlfriend 😔 I didn't reply back to him after I sent him the break up letter . My mind was a little different then and sometimes I envied myself on how quickly I moved on from relationships . I'm sure it was due to the non existence of the sex . Months went by I got out of a relationship and broke up with him and number 1 can home from the navy for a little vacation he picked me up for work and I spent the entire day and night with him and he brought me to school the next day and told me let's try again so I did. Everything went well and 3 months later he gave me a bs terrible proposal which I said yes to smh . My prom was that following weekend and he didn't want to go to my prom but demanded I come to California and state that it was the right thing to do so we could get married so I went .

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