Single in the city: the I'm sorry flowers

I am sorry

I miss you

It won't happen again - signed the one

Amazing gesture perfect flowers and i had not thought about our argument for a week now , thought of him in the happier moments just not about the argument . I am not sure how he knew pink roses were my favorite or that I needed a pick me up I felt it would be a good idea to work a 14 hour shift 3 days in a row and to add a 8 hour work day on just for good measure . I wanted to call him and talk about the flowers and what happened but thought it would be against my better judgement and that I would be sucked back in to him he's not an all around bad guy there's good stuff there . I am just not sure yet I can handle his heart break of what someone else did to him when I got off work yesterday I called him and we talked about 20 minutes he apologized again for the way he behaved he misses me and feels lonely and that I have never given him any reason to speak with me in that manner and that I was not her. I will be honest with myself right now this is a terrible time for me to date or pursue anyone I am trying to get my feet firmly planted I want to have everything as far as my ducks in a row before i put my foot back in the dating pond . Against my better judgement I went out on a date with him we had drinks we talked we bowled and I allowed him to come home with me the sex was mind blowing and then the light hit my bedroom the next day and my reality hit that this man wasn't the one he was the one for now while I am going through my turmoil .

I pushed those thoughts aside since that made me feel horrible to think those things he promised another date on Saturday and then I reached out to him 30 Minutes before the meet time for him to tell me that he decided to pick his son up and we wouldnt see each other (this was the only contact we had ). he rescheduled for tonight and said he would drop his son off and would call me when he was on his way that was about 2 hours ago . I have blocked his number.