Single in the city :frivolous fuck

"​I hate when guys try to convince me to do shit that's not elevating my life making me a better person or improving ,my goddamn health. Like damn I'm not on that shit"- my best girlfriend Dovear

Listen maybe I have just gotten to the point where I really could care less about having a guy in my life . There's also a pretty great chance that there has not been a man that has come into my life to elevate it and I don't mean financially just to the point where life as a whole is just better . That's a good thing about being single loads of time to just think and reflect , I am going to elevate my very own life I am going to take the proper steps to sky rocket my career , and put my financial crisis back in my own hands and not leave myself at the mercy of whomever I owe. I also have not met a man that makes me want to be a better person in hindsight all the men I have met in the last year that I was going to take remotely serious didn't bring out the very best in me and honestly I am disappointed in my behavior in dealing with them especially with Mr. BIG ,Bad Boy , and The One. I would like to volunteer again for domestic violence victims there was a center that helped me in Florida and I remember volunteering with them after I was able to get on my feet again and it was very fulfilling . That is something I'd like to get back to doing and having some form of faith or spiritual healing in my life as well . I also believe I'm over the random casual sex I want connection I want something worth more than just a frivolous fuck and I want to do this with a great man , not a mediocre man not a man with half his shit together and not one that I barely like . Who wants to have meaningless frivolous sex anyways ?