Single in the city : Mr Big

He's called Mr Big in reference to my love for Sex and the city . He's suave sexy and everything I want and also everything I can't have . We met online last fall and the chapter as of today is still very open and very broken. We chatted for well over a month before meeting one rainy night for bowling . We had drinks talked about our kids,jobs,lives,family and our hors cope sign characteristics lol. The date was over and I offered for him to stay closer to the area and not drive out to Houston since it hardly flooded on my side of town (this is waaay before my 90 day rule and do not date at the home rule) . So what usually happens with rain,alcohol, attraction and kissing on the couch? Sex happens mind blowing out of this world sex is what happens mind you it was my first time in texas and post war of my crazy breakup who over the course of 3 years we did 2 positions and one was only missionary lol. HAving sex with him.cleared my mind for that moment and over the course of months feed a addiction as well . I waited months to make this blog and tell this story because honestly I'm embarrassed of my behavior I deserve better and honestly he really didn't treat me well or think too much of me . He is self absorbed ,emotionally unavailable, and by far the most narcissistic person I have ever encountered in my entire life (this is not coming from a bitter moment but a self realization hence why I waited months to write this ).

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