Single in the city : Where is he ?

I am tired I figured this day would come

I know when I started this journey I was very clear with my friends anytime I get lonely and I am inching to a relationship, talk me out of out I need this break I need this cleanse and they have done a fantastic job of reminding me about what my goal is .

Gosh I don't want to be coupled with anyone I just want to meet someone at least worthy of a coupling why is this so hard to get

I had a man tell me tonight to Kill myself and I was called a fucking bitch because I felt like everything we were doing just didn't feel right for me and as a adult I spoke with him and decided that it was no longer any reason for us to communicate .

the reasons were these :

he stayed 2 hours away (not really a big deal but the following reasons were why)

he worked 6 am -2pm daily and was off on Tuesdays and Wednesdays (days which I am working )

he was a bit to needy and complained constantly about his life and the two women he laid with and made children with

he was more sex focused and I couldn't even get to that mindset with him with the fact of me being turned off on how he spoke about his exes and his mother (FYI any man that hates his mother run !!! run fast and far!!)

Our schedules were very conflicting he went to bed by 8pm we could never see each other

we met on one occasion and i was working and he spent most of the day bothering the heck out of me.

All of this should be reason enough for two adults to just wipe hands clean right ?

why should I stay with someone or talk with anyone and we both very know we are wasting our time ? Did I mention I was tired ? I spent a full decade of my life with someone that I should have wiped hands clean after 6 months of knowing them . I spent another year with someone else when hands should have been wiped cleaned after 30 days . I spent almost 3 years with someone and hands should have been wiped clean 6 months in . All of these are my own fault but I had a feeling I ignored it and kept going on .

Everyone deserves love but no one deserves there time wasted .

These past weeks have been rough and I mean rough in the dating aspect Friday nights come and I am still screaming where is he ?

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